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08 July 2009 @ 02:33 pm

His word is truly captivating. Only in Him lies the words of LIFE!

My God is so awesome!

The Message Bible, Matthew 6

^27-29"Has anyone by fussing in front of the mirror ever gotten taller by so much as an inch? All this time and money wasted on fashion—do you think it makes that much difference? Instead of looking at the fashions, walk out into the fields and look at the wildflowers. They never primp or shop, but have you ever seen color and design quite like it? The ten best-dressed men and women in the country look shabby alongside them.
^30-33"If God gives such attention to the appearance of wildflowers—most of which are never even seen—don't you think he'll attend to you, take pride in you, do his best for you? What I'm trying to do here is to get you to relax, to not be so preoccupied with getting, so you can respond to God's giving. People who don't know God and the way he works fuss over these things, but you know both God and how he works. Steep your life in God-reality, God-initiative, God-provisions. Don't worry about missing out. You'll find all your everyday human concerns will be met.

With God, you're far from missing out anything in life.

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06 July 2009 @ 03:44 am

193767 word count

the way i shall remember MJ

hey hey,

i was watching channel 56 "wan quan yu le"

the one where the 2 5566 guys r the host
and i was so happy to see our own people, New Life!
as u know they came out with an album "xing xin" with songs written and sang by the celebs in the church
ah qin and vivi were there too to promote the album along with a golden melody award judge
about 7 of the singers were there, pp like ah pei, lu cha and some others
i was so amazed, they sang songs w lyrics of Jesus, Savior, Lord openly on live television.
and as they sing, u could really feel a presence.
i was watching in amazement and i knew in my heart that indeed something big is really happening in tw
cultural mandate in action!
believe that God will do the same in sg.
after our 1st decentralized svc, i felt i was brought back to our svc in Jw back in 2001
N349, lets come up higher. growth and maturity!

really thank God for my 2 trips up in 09!
land of smiles and welcome 2 taiwan!
going w stephanie and elena
been researching alot on it.. esp tw. cant wait for the street food and cheap shoes!
as such, nixi is undergoing some major changes in her life
no more shopping online. and i really mean it and am doing it
i even got blacklisted for changing my mind last min for not wanting to purchase something from a blogshop :(
but i know it shall all be worth it, 4 more months!

recently, i have also shifted my focus... to food!
muahaa, mainly baking.
so far cinnamon rolls, focaccia bread w tomato, olives and caramelized onion, scallion pancakes and the lemon muffins
not bad but still i can better improve heh
corn muffin is next!
for you to feast ur eyes on---> http://hungryintaipei.blogspot.com/

so..
forget about last week
this week shall be a fruitful week!
lookin forward to ar bernard!

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25 June 2009 @ 01:40 am

super outdated and cliche post

DEAR SHERIN...

TISSUESSS-I PERSPIRE, NOT SWEAT
IPOD NANO- FEEDS MY SOUL
MAC OIL BLOTTER- BLOT BLOT BLOT
CLORETS & HALLS MINT- FRESH BREATH
H&M PINK GLOSS- PUCKER UP
LANOLIN VIT E LIP BALM- LOVE VIT E
EYE DROPS- KEEP THE PUS PRODUCTION AT BAY GROSS RITE
LID GLUE- U NOE
LV COIN PURSE- LUXURY AH
ACCESSORIZE BLACK PURSE- TRUSTY GOOD BUY I GOT
NKJV BIBLE- LOVE IT
SCHEDULER FROM JO- REMINDS ME OF APPOINTMENTS

SIGNING OFF..

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23 June 2009 @ 02:41 am

Miracles do happened.
#1 I have double eyelids now!
mwahaha, thanks to a long usage of the lid glue, God decided to give me a painless surgery!
haha i was still thinking, if lets say i go on a date with double eye lids and if that guy so happens to be my husband and to see me w/o makeup (means no lid glue, means single eyelid!) will he freak out. lol but of course the folding is not like wa, doll-eye look. at least im pass single lid now.

#2 Sherin TAG me!
nobody have left comments or even breathed a sound for a long long time.. so to see comments like that, i feel so blessed. a friend who is so faraway yet so near. if ur reading this sherin, live ur life to the maxmaxmax while at sweden! u deserve it! :)
for the bag post, it will be up soon! :)

#3 Lemon custard cupcakes n more- Baked from SCRATCH by urs truly

somehow this pic just looks so wrong. haha
anyway so it was that i was craving for cakes at 10ish. and spontaneously i searched the web and found a rather simple recipe!
lemon custard, dark choc, cheese, blueberry cupcakes. looks pretty awful but taste heavenly. :) esp the lemony zesty tarty taste of it. man.

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17 June 2009 @ 08:18 pm

U'VE BEEN WARNED: this post is to feed my ever longing for a "what's in ur bag, what's ur favorite product etc" interview. lol
***machiam my face's really awesome n im some big shot. well i can dream! :)

m just pondering on the word "high maintenance"

is really not just some shallow chick tryna prep themself to look gorgeous for all u man out there.
nor is it that we just wanna be labelled 'high maintenance' kinda girl.

for me, its about feeling good and fresh. i bet there are girls out there whose prep up stuff r loads more than mine.

PREP
from left to right: eucerin facial cleanser, simple moisturizer, simple toner, mark acne treatment, KMS sea salt hair spray, SJP lovely perfume, liese hair cocktail

talking about Eco-friendly, go green, save the earth, organic. i realised i played my part! haha nah

the sea salt spray is good for those whose hair is fine, thin, limpy like mine!
hair cocktail is rad for taming those frizzy hair
lovely will always be my choice of perfume.

EYES
from left to right: everyday mineral kabuki eye brush, MAC holiday warm palette, MAC fluidline, maybelline mascara, urban decay base, NYX brow liner

love the eye palette, all in one!
amazingly the mascara really lifts n covers all sides of the lash
eye potion a plus for a great canvas

FACE

from left to right: duo stippling brush, body shop blush brush, EDM kabuki face, MAC mineralize blush, chanel mat lumiere, EDM foundation, rimmel bronzer, EDM sunlight concealer, monistat face primer

EDM concealer was a sample size and yet it last me for almost a year already! haha
love the stippling brush, softness of it on ur face.

there you have it, my essentials.
i realised i missed out lippies but anyways.

disclaimer: above recommendations r strictly suited to my skin type and what i have tested n tried over years.

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15 June 2009 @ 11:17 pm

a happy day for both families
i pray for nothing but the BEST for my dear sister and my bro-in-law!
be blessed!

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09 June 2009 @ 03:21 pm

RESORT 2010 OUT NOW

+ i need some yakult

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28 May 2009 @ 12:45 am

everyone of us experienced pain in some point of our lives
be it physical, emotional, mentally
we have all gone through the pain process
poor decision making, rebellion behavior, wilful nature and the list goes on on why we gotten this pain in the first place.

we got hurt, we were in pain, thinking how we are gonna get through the rest of the day, month, years.
and because of this pain we experienced,
it brought us low, wailing and regreting the decisions we made earlier on that caused this pain
but it is this pain, that we know in future not to do it again; thats if we wisen up
and it is also because of this pain, that we can be a help to others when they go through the same stuff as you.

i have had a pain for a good ole 6 years.
it killed me, it still kills me now and then.
my own poor decision making got me in this wreck
on the bad side, i was hurt, hurt someone and am still carrying the consequences of it
on the bright side, i know it is for something good, and IT IS because of this that i'm able to do what im doing now

every now and then im brought back. and the past few days ive been brought back to the darkest moments of my life.
im scared, faced with my fear and hurts again.
i believe God is doing a work.
our life is a patchwork, sometimes due to situations, the patches comes undone again
God, the sewer, sews it back once again.

i ask myself, am i weak in this sense?
i thought long and hard, and i shall not be hard on myself,
im afterall a human, i have feelings, i dun wan to supress it
so when it starts to 'erupt' again, i let God deal with it.

there, i let it all out.
sometimes a lil vulnerability is a good thing
:)

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22 May 2009 @ 12:47 am

Beautiful Beautiful

hey
its been a while
i got my new laptop
not really what i wan but i'll make do with it ...becausse its acer. always had a bad impression of acer. hopefully it do me good buddy. i shall have a great working r/s with u yea.

exams r finally over. time to do many big and small stuff
u really miss out alot when ur studyin ur brains out
cant believe almost my entire may was just library, heavy bag filled with books and notes, yawning 100 times a day, sleeping at unearthly hours, eating mac late at nite, eating the je duck rice countless time, silencing my phone most of the time as im in library, with disgustingly painted nails, squinting my eyes to read my notes.
ohh thank God its over.

getting back to nomalacy.

2 mths of holidays i think.

been watching jon and kate plus 8 for quite some time.
love the kids n jon. never kate.
you should watch it sometime. cuteness to the max.
jon-kate-plus8-11

jon-kate-plus8-11

im gonna get my beauty sleep. i need it badly
:)

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25 March 2009 @ 01:48 am

thats karl lager's silvers. man.
gnarlitude

create.
luxirare's wicked!

what a watch!

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20 March 2009 @ 11:57 pm

I JUST READ SHERIN'S BLOG AND THIS IS 110% SO TRUE!

"
WHY NICE GUYS FINISH LAST

The nice guy cares too much, too soon. He has made the woman too important and too valuable and it shows in everything he says and does. He is too available, too eager to please, too accommodating, and he gives too much -- all without getting anything in return. By doing so, he has made himself appear desperate, insecure, needy of this woman's attention, affection, and approval -- and he has stripped himself of any value in her eyes

"
I COULDN'T STOP LAUGHING. :)

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03 March 2009 @ 05:21 pm

POOFY, OTT, NEONS

ABOVE KNEES. SYMMETRY.DRESSES

PERSONAL STYLE.

SOFT MILITARY. LEOPARDS. STUDS.DETAILS

FLORALS. "KNEE SOCK"

ALEXANDER WANG!

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01 March 2009 @ 04:22 am

He's my marley. yes seth. you irritating pig!
3 years ago i found him as a kitten, as cute as anythin!
super people person. and sometimes acts like dumbo the elephant.
shh shh everywhere, biting stuff off, pullin things down, peeing at me!! (most cruel act)
painful truth is that he is part of me. and i love him..

here he is sleeping at his fav spot. food

as much as he wants to annoy me, he sleeps at the dustpan

here he is wantin to take a decent shot... but fell asleep

his other sleeping adventuras.. pail

seth eating my flowers argh!

and sleepin inconveniently at puppa's stomach.

and as always.. humpin poor 50

what can i say?

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19 February 2009 @ 02:09 am

studs/ripped offs/blacks/sheers/the new LBD/mid length boots

im at a special point in my life that i love

my life, a cocktail mixture of
happiness
faith-full
connected-ness
a little fearful
purpose-full
tired
hopeful
butterflies in tummy
real-ness

a little of everything. wonder what i should name this cocktail of mine?
:)

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10 February 2009 @ 10:31 am

MARCH 23
SERIOUSLY
COLDPLAY IN SINGAPORE
OH MY
CHRIS MARTIN ANYTIME
I WANNA GO !

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10 February 2009 @ 10:14 am

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29 January 2009 @ 10:44 pm

______________________________________

january's coming to an end.
bittersweet to welcome mr feb. haha not mr fab.
how has ur cny been?
i got hooked on spring cleaning that now im tryin hard to decor it.
& i lovee finding stuff i love at a quarter of the usual price. its like an adrenaline rush!

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value.
understanding it.
worth-ing it
up-ping it.

if u get what i mean. haha

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21 January 2009 @ 02:25 am

its weird how things doesnt go your way, but yet among it all, theres a thankfulness within me
i learnt that i, nixi gotta make decisions in my life
decision to be happy, to be open, to be fun, to be sad, to be in control and it goes on.
i choose to have a sweet smelling attitude amidst the negative. and i realize God blesses it.
and sometimes i pray novelties never fade away. be it towards a new project, a friend, a routine, a game, a television show indeed over familarity breed contempt BUT in a bird's eye view, i love the life God's given.
CHOOSE WISELY

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04 January 2009 @ 05:30 am

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Madonna,Take A Bow,UK,Deleted,7

2 days before the year ended.
a saved draft.

hey baby
when you come to the end of the year, what do you do?
twenty o eight. did i do right?
i better. twenty o nine's awaiting.
in just 364 days, twelve times i thank God immensly for all. ten times i thought long and hard about my future. 5 times i cried wanting to give up. 2 times i knew i had it going. one time i.

the fourth day of the new year.

im taking things slow.
a step at a time
i wanna experience it all
i wanna grow
i wanna see nixi in a brand new way :)
God be with me.

twenty o nine.
it shall be the most enriching, fulfilling, inspiring, oh-so-awesome year.

i. fall at His feet.in awe of all.

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12 November 2008 @ 02:22 am

WOAH, everybody say WOAH!
my internet's up and keypads are working AYE OK!

FANTABULOUS

welcome back gmail
welcome back world news
welcome back fashion blog read rolls
welcome back taiwan serial
welcome back world!

wow, with this 1.7KG lao-ya sooner or later laptop, it makes you feel connected to the world. isn't it any wonder?

this past weeks has been really challenging and life is really at the edge :) well not that edge edge. haha

a quickie.

1. i grew alot closer to Jesus
2. Taewan my tuition boy is back to korea for good
3. I m so blessed, even weeks after my bday, gifts are still pouring in
4. OBAMA OBAMA OBAMA OBAMA
5. N349 is my love. GROWTH
6. some ships sailed away, some ships sailed my way
7. ive been exercising yeah ive
8. Nov Dec Jan woooo, lotsa things coming up but with Jo's planner, i look forward to them all
9. Cameron highland trips coming up
10. in the beginning, God created adam and eve
11. i need to study

GOD is with me. Yes i know :)

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